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A new version of myself is coming...slowly. As hard as it is right now, I am making a new commitment. God has left me here for a purpose.
I am realizing the future can be appealing. My circumstances, the excruciating pain, hasn't changed; I am changing. Embracing reality and releasing control of things I can't control is the new version of me. Will I have setbacks? Most definitely! There are days when I still break down in a grocery store because I see my daughter's favorite food item or I break down while pumping gas because of a song playing. But this new version of me realizes they aren't setbacks; just evidence of how much I loved. When you love deeply, you grieve deeply.
"And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will restore you and make you strong, firm, and steadfast." (1Peter 5:10)
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